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Primitive religion is not believed, it is danced!

Arthur Darby Nock

Earth's crammed with heaven,
And every common bush afire with God;
And only he who sees takes off his shoes;
The rest sit round it and pluck blackberries.

Elizabeth Browning



Tuesday, January 20, 2026

Liking who I am

Slipping

On my shoes,

Boiling water

Toasting bread

Buttering the sky.

That should be enough contact

With God in one day

To make anyone

Crazy

          Hafiz via Daniel Landinsky

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Ah, God

You fill me

If I let you

 

Full to overflowing

With all things

 

Not everything is good.

Mixed into the joy of a gilded sunrise

Into the ecstasy of fresh snow

 

Are pain and fear

And if I am honest, some anger

 

That is the way life is

That is the way You are

You come to me as you are, as I am

 

You are here, now

 

Others would draw me away.

Who, empty and striving

Make me empty and striving

Who, angry and hateful

Taint me with their anger and hate

 

I do not like who I am

Who I become

When I let them occupy my mind and my soul

I feel fallen, banished from the Garden of Love

I think the worst of others, rather than the best

I speak (and write) quickly, impulsively

Words that hurt and harm

That (sometimes) are unfair

 

I am so consumed with my inner turmoil

That I become a divider, not a peacemaker

A person who wounds others, rather than heals

 

Mea Culpa, Mea Maxima Culpa Lord

 

I know there is time for anger

And there are times to speak out

Resist

 

But how I do that matters

A lot

 

Beloved, I like who I am

When I am consumed by you,

And when, at the table of grace

I stuff myself with your love

 

For then no matter what I do

Comes out of a place of grace and love

 

Jesus tossed those tables

Because he loved all, and wanted all

To have equal access to the Holy

 

I would bet that

Jesus

If they had been willing

Would have sat down with those people

After

 

And said, “Let’s talk.”

 

I want to be like that.

I do not want to let DJT or Kristi Noem,

Or Pete Hegseth

 

Be the ones who shape my soul

I want you

To be the One

 

So this morning,

As I rise

Give me love

Give me Jesus

Saturday, January 17, 2026

Domination looks like the cross

“In every age it has been the tyrant, the oppressor, and the exploiter who has wrapped himself in the cloak of patriotism, or religion, or both to deceive and overawe the People.”

          Eugene Victor Debs

 

“I was there, and I thought my faith was strong. Authoritarianism is a lack of faith = Lack of faith is authoritarianism.”

          Matthew Edward Hall,

 

“Social conservatism and neoconservatism have revived authoritarian conservatism, and not for the better of conservatism or American democracy. True conservatism is cautious and prudent. Authoritarianism is rash and radical. American democracy has benefited from true conservatism, but authoritarianism offers potentially serious trouble for any democracy.”

          John W. Dean

 

My Kingdom is not of this world

          Jesus

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Sometimes it is confusing to see people whom I know to be

Of normal intelligence and good of heart

People who would do anything to help a neighbor

 

No matter, in most cases

Who that neighbor is

Good, bad, or indifferent

 

To see people who say

With complete sincerity

God is love

And

Jesus saves

 

Become enmeshed with, and even worship

Power and dominion

 

Perhaps part of the problem is that the church has

Almost forever

Considered earthly power a thing to be grasped

 

God, the church says, is about domination

And if you follow God, then you get to have dominion too

After all, Jesus is King

King Jesus is all

 

“To be a representative of God is to have dominion.” (actual quote).

And so, we have Project 2025, and worse (if there is such a thing)

 

It is not that God is not over all

It is just that God’s dominion is not about coercive power

It is about transformative love

 

If you think in terms of Jesus

How he lived and loved, what he taught,

Christian Nationalism is an oxymoron

Right up there with small giants

 

“If you want to be great in the Kingdom, you must be the servant of all…

The first shall be last, and the last shall be first!”

What about that do we not understand?

 

“Yes,” the evangelicals say, “but that doesn't work anymore. That's weak."

 

Here it seems is the problem.  When you have an angry, coercive God, you become angry and coercive.

When you have a strict, controlling, even cruel God, you become strict, controlling, even cruel

 

But it goes deeper than that.

Most American Christians have been told that obedience is everything

Not just obedience

Blind obedience

 

The Bible is literally inerrant.  If the Bible says it, believe it,

No questions asked

No questions

No

Questions

 

Many Christians are taught not to question,

Not to think

Not to challenge

 

Obey God (not a bad thing, if your view of God is healthy)

Obey the Church

Obey your pastor

Your husband

Your parents

 

Obey

 

Just trust and obey, for there is no other way

To be happy in Jesus

 

But they aren’t trusting and obeying Jesus

They are trusting in earthly power

And they are obeying earthly powers (obey authority)

They forget that Jesus said obey God, and no one else

 

And so when authoritarians emerge and (so often) claim God

The people of “faith” go all in

They don’t question, don’t think, don’t challenge

Ever

 

They obey, blindly

And they believe disobedience should be punished

Severely

 

Obey Trump

Obey ICE

Even if what is happening is wrong, don’t resist

 

And if you do resist?

God will punish you, and we, God’s people, will help.

 

ICE will beat you, throw you to the ground, and handcuff you.

Your car window will be broken out

You will be brutally incarcerated

 

The President (God save the King) will impose martial law

The legal system will punish you

The church will shun you

 

The programming is powerful, and the response automatic

“She should have obeyed.”

“She is a domestic terrorist.”

“They deserve it.”

 

If you disobey, you become less than human

And it means anything that happens to you

Is your fault, deserved

 

I do believe God is over all

But what does dominion look like, God style?

It looks like love, compassion, generosity, and kindness.

 

It is finding enough safety and strength from one’s connection to God

That one has the ability not to control, not to coerce

Not to use power poorly

 

Domination looks like the cross.

Godly domination looks like Jesus on the cross

Saying “father forgive them”

 

Christ conquered sin and death by feeding, forgiving, and healing

By loving

And by dying

 

We need to figure that out.

Now

Before it is too late

 

 

Thursday, January 15, 2026

Give Us Empire! Or ...

“One day you will see that it is a mistake to love an empire, or a throne, or a crown, because those things cannot love. They can only die.”

          Lev Grossman, The Bright Sword

 

“Remember that all through history, there have been tyrants and murderers, and for a time, they seem invincible. But in the end, they always fall. Always.”

          Mahatma Gandhi, Gandhi: An Autobiography

 

Choose your leaders

with wisdom and forethought.

To be led by a coward

is to be controlled

by all that the coward fears.

To be led by a fool

is to be led

by the opportunists who control the fool.

To be led by a thief

is to offer up

your most precious treasures to be stolen.

To be led by a liar

is to ask to be told lies.

To be led by a tyrant

is to sell yourself and those you love

into slavery.”

Octavia E. Butler, Parable of the Talents

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Kingdom

My kingdom

My kingdom is not

My kingdom is not of this world

 

Why is the pull of Empire so strong, Jesus?

You made it clear

Very

 

That you are not about Empire

From your first breath

In the dust of a stable

To the pleas of the tempter in the wilderness

To tables tossed

To the cross

 

You did not merely step away from Empire

You confronted it

 

And yet

In the end, the crowds chose Empire

 

They looked at Jesus and muttered,

“he should have obeyed.”

“he should have kept quiet.”

 

And they made their choice.

Give us Barabbas.

Crucify him!

 

And still today

The choice is there, unavoidable

Do we let Empire be Empire

And do what Empire does,

Or do we choose Jesus

 

Choosing Jesus is radical

It is not simply a matter of saying

“I pledge allegiance to Jesus…..”

 

Choosing Jesus means choosing love.

And living love

 

If we choose Jesus, we cannot blindly hate

We cannot blindly follow human leaders

Or blindly obey them.

 

Choosing Jesus is inconvenient

Risky

It can get you thrown to the earth

Beaten

Handcuffed

Thrown into an unmarked van by masked

Agents of the Empire

 

You might even die

 

We always have a choice.

We can choose love or hate

We can choose power over or servanthood

We can choose apathy or compassion, brutality or kindness

 

The question comes

Who do we want?

 

What is our answer?

Give us Empire!  Give us wealth and domination!

Get rid of the leftist radicals!

 

Or

Give me Jesus

In the morning, when I rise

Give me Jesus

You can have all the rest

But give me Jesus