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Primitive religion is not believed, it is danced!

Arthur Darby Nock

Earth's crammed with heaven,
And every common bush afire with God;
And only he who sees takes off his shoes;
The rest sit round it and pluck blackberries.

Elizabeth Browning



Thursday, February 26, 2026

Lost and Found

The best way to find yourself is to lose yourself in the service of others.

          Popularly attributed to Mahatma Gandhi

 

It is better to lead from behind and to put others in front, especially when you celebrate victory when nice things occur. You take the front line when there is danger. Then people will appreciate your leadership.

          Nelson Mandela

 

Everybody can be great...because anybody can serve. You don't have to have a college degree to serve. You don't have to make your subject and verb agree to serve. You only need a heart full of grace. A soul generated by love.

          Martin Luther King, Jr.

 

Servant-leadership is more than a concept, it is a fact. Any great leader, by which I also mean an ethical leader of any group, will see herself or himself as a servant of that group and will act accordingly.

          M. Scott Peck

 

If you want to be great in God’s Kingdom, you must be the servant of all.

          Some guy named Jesus

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Jesus said it

Some very amazing people have lived it

Not perfectly, no

But profoundly

 

We know their names

The great ones like Mandel, Gandhi, MLK Jr

More

The not-so-famous ones, like Alex Pretti, Steve Hayner

(I’d list folk, but you won’t know them)

 

In God’s game plan

Leaders are servants

Their job is to serve

They are to be people for others

 

Maya Angelou said it well,

“A leader sees greatness in other people. He nor she cannot be much of a leader if all she sees is herself.”

 

Jesus was a servant leader.

He emptied himself, he humbled himself for the sake of those he loved

(which is everyone)

He gave of himself, expended himself to the point of

Death

 

This tells us a lot about what we call

The Kingdom of God

 

It’s a bad name (sorry, Jesus)

Because we don’t understand it

Kingdoms have Kings

Kingdoms are places where some people dominate

Where they rule over other people

 

In kingdoms, the people at the top get served

By the people on the bottom

That is the earthly equation

 

Yeah, I guess it is fine to talk about a Kingdom

But only if the ruler is the God who is Love

 

But most of us really don’t get it

We cannot conceive; it does not compute

That God is a servant God

 

We say we see God in Jesus

But do we?

Or do we identify God with the powerful ones

The rich ones

 

Are we the disciples of dominion?

Do we have a colonial approach to power

Seeing ourselves as those with the right to conquer,

to occupy, to plunder?

 

How did we get to a place

Where a greedy and predatory leader

Turns the People’s House into a gross and gaudy palace?

 

Where those who are supposed to protect us and fight for justice

Fly around in private jets, chug beer with men who, in the thrill of victory

Reveal toxic masculinity

Where one who is to protect us cosplays authoritarian leadership?

 

How did we get a leader who says

“I am your warrior. I am your justice. And for those who have been wronged and betrayed, I am your retribution".

 

This does not line up with Jesus teachings about power

You know, that inconvenient stuff most of Christianity ignores

 

The first shall be last and the last first

Those who would be first must be the servants of all

Give all you have and give to the poor (you know, those lazy moochers)

 

This does not line up with Jesus on the cross

With “Father, forgive them.”

 

At so many places

In our capitals, in the boardrooms of our corporations

In our churches

 

We have leaders who are predators.

Who see the systems they lead

as there for their own personal pleasure and benefit

 

Who take rather than give,

Who dismantle services for others for their benefit?

Who destroy the planet for profit

 

True leaders serve

Faux leaders abuse

 

And we see it every single day.

 

So what do we do?

We become the conscience of Empire

We become the thorn in the side of the oppressors

We stay faithful to the teachings of Jesus

We advocate for the vulnerable

We seek to help and heal

 

We do what Jesus did.

 

 

Sunday, February 22, 2026

Tired of Waiting

“We cannot arrive at the perfect possession of God in this life, and that is why we are travelling in darkness. But we already possess Him by grace, and therefore in that sense we have arrived and are dwelling in the light.  But oh! How far have I to go to find You in Whom I have already arrived!”

― Thomas Merton, The Seven Storey Mountain

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Sometimes I feel like I spend my life

living “in between”

 

Between two worlds?

Between “heaven” and “hell”?

Between ignorance and understanding?

Between the beginning and the end?

 

There is always this tension

between what I know to be true

and what I experience as true

between promise

and actuality

 

I am both/and

I am a child of heaven and have feet mired in the ooze

I am loved by the Sacred, and yet often feel so unlovable

God dwells in me, and yet God often feels so distant

 

In grace I have already “arrived”

And yet the destination seems so far away

 

Perhaps the real spiritual task

for me, for all of us,

Is to realize, become awake to that

our connection to God, or rather God’s connection to us

is always changing, evolving

We move from grace to grace, glory to glory

Stumbling all the way

 

The key to growth, to maturation,

to growing up into Jesus,

is not “trying harder.”

It is (as Isaiah would put it),

“waiting”

 

What does it mean to “wait upon the Lord”?

 

I think it means to hope, to trust, to listen, to hear

to reach up, in the midst of our stumbling journey

and find that the hand we sought

childlike

to lead us on

was there, all along

Saturday, February 21, 2026

We are not ready, yet

“A guilty suffering spirit is more open to grace than an apathetic or smug soul.' –

              Edna Hong Bread & Wine (day 5)”

 

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Ah Lent

a time that starts in ashes

and ends in death

 

It is but a momentary suffering

leading to a greater gift

that of release

and life

and hope

 

We enter Lent embracing a journey

that takes us into the valley of death.

We can not find our way to the Garden

any other way

 

A pattern is here

we all can see and grab

 

that sense that all is not ready

we are not ready

to receive

we are not ready

to receive love and hope

 

not because the gift is not ready

but because we have, in the midst of life

gotten immersed in what is not life

or love

or grace

 

We do not act justly

offer mercy, or live as servants of all.

 

Instead, we chase after gods of our own making

And seek dominion rather than sacrifice

Accumulation rather than generosity

 

In Lent, we stop

and listen,

we reflect and go deep within

 

In Lent, we realize there is no room

for spiritual arrogance or smugness

and there is no need

for spiritual despair, no need to abandon hope

 

We realize instead

that the heart opened

receives the gifts

we yearn to receive

 

justice and joy