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Arthur Darby Nock

Earth's crammed with heaven,
And every common bush afire with God;
And only he who sees takes off his shoes;
The rest sit round it and pluck blackberries.

Elizabeth Browning



Saturday, November 7, 2026

We are (always) part of the problem

This morning I read the following article

It got me thinking

Interestingly enough, it got me thinking about a Psalm

Psalm 139

 

That a more conservative friend of mine invoked,

Suggesting that I was being naïve about the dangers of socialism.

And I ought to “get real.”

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“A historic Republican defeat ought to provoke some uncomfortable questions.

What went wrong? Why did voters reject us? Could our policies be unpopular? Our leadership disastrous? Have we perhaps become something Americans no longer want?

 

But those questions are dangerous. They might lead to reflection. Possibly even accountability.

 

Fortunately, Fox had a better idea.

ROLL THE SOCIALIST MUGSHOTS!

 

One headline warned: “DEM WINNERS’ RADICAL AGENDAS INDICATE PARTY’S PATH.”

Jesus Christ. You mean the people Americans elected might actually pursue the policies they campaigned on?  Somebody call the National Guard.

 

And there, in one glorious morning of television, was the entire problem.

You don’t have to convince people Trump is honest if you’ve convinced them Democrats are evil. You don’t have to defend his behavior if you’ve convinced them the alternative is national suicide.

 

You don’t even have to sell them Trump. You just have to sell them the apocalypse.

And the beauty of this arrangement is that it works long after Trump is gone.

 

Yesterday, American voters handed Republicans an unmistakable message and a rare opportunity to reconsider what they’ve become.

 

This morning, Fox News examined the wreckage, considered the lessons, and reached its conclusion.

 

Clearly, we haven’t frightened these people enough.”

          Mike McCready

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In Psalm 139, the writer closes his poem with these words.

 

“Search me, O God, and know my heart;

    test me and know my thoughts.

See if there is any wicked way in me,

    and lead me in the way everlasting.”

 

It is a laudable sentiment.

And people of faith often use it to point out the importance of inner reflection.

Perhaps even radical honesty

The need to look at ourselves

Moral, ethically, and spiritually

 

But while the poem starts with amazing praise,

And while the author is in awe of how God has not just created

But shaped and formed him,

Him

As an individual

 

The subject of the Psalm moves from

YOU (God)

To I (Me)

 

“I come to the end—I am still with you.

(Yay me)

O that you would kill the wicked, O God,

    and that the bloodthirsty would depart from me—

    those who speak of you maliciously and lift themselves up against you for evil!

Do I not hate those who hate you, O Lord?

    And do I not loathe those who rise up against you? I hate them with perfect hatred;

I count them my enemies.”

 

I am probably wrong, but this psalm seems so painfully human

I love you, God!

I have been shaped by your hand.

I am a special agent of God.

And you have a plan for me.

 

Classic!

 

But then that twist

Oh, that you would destroy those I don’t like and who don’t like me

Obliterate them,

But lead ME on the path everlasting

 

There is beauty here.

But there is also danger.

 

That we will slide into the piety of “search me”

With the certainty that God will find us better than THEM

 

We know we are God’s favorite

We know we are on God’s side

So, God, bless us,

Obliterate them

 

How often, when we find ourselves in difficult times

How often, when we find ourselves surrounded by people

Who seem bent on our destruction,

How often, when bad things happen (like 9/11, for example),

Do we honestly look at ourselves?

Do we really try to understand the ways in which we are part of the problem?

 

Because I expect we are ALWAYS PART OF THE PROBLEM

 

Right now, the America right is doubling down on its righteousness,

It is failing to look at its own failures

And is busily demonizing those they don’t agree with

(and lost to)

 

Demonizing THEM is always easier than looking at one’s own heart

And one’s own actions

 

But let’s be honest.  The left (Democrats) has done, is doing, and will do

The same thing.

 

And thus will find that it may well

Fall into the same old patterns that didn’t work

That it will go back to being what it has always been,

 

Rather than be open to the winds of change

That the people need, want, and voted for

 

We must frustrate the Sacred, greatly

I keep thinking of the words from Isaiah

 

“I am about to do a new thing; now it springs forth; do you not perceive it?

I will make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.”

 

I am about to do a new thing

I am always doing a new thing

 

WHY CAN’T YOU SEE IT?!

 

Why won’t you go with me?

As I make a way in the wilderness of hate and greed

And fill your empty, dry souls with love?

 

We have hit a pivotal moment as a nation.

God wants to do a new thing.

Will be slide into spiritual arrogance and expect God to

Change (or obliterate) everyone else?

 

Or will we be honest, truly honest, when we pray

“Search me, O God, and see where I need to change!

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done!”

Wednesday, November 4, 2026

Being afraid

… the only Absolute ever promised us in the Bible is Yahweh… No institution - not Israel itself, no priesthood, no kingship, no military might, no conceptual school of thought, and no legal system - was ever allowed to displace Yahweh as the “rock and only fortress” of Israel… Although each of those institutions tried, and often did replace Yahweh as the central reference point, it was always called idolatry by the prophets.

          Richard Rohr,  in Things Hidden

 

… some will seek after stability by building a different kind of certainty, a story: that person over there is at fault.  We’ll populate our story with victims, villains, and scapegoats, forgetting that they too are living in a system that isn’t working, scaffolded by ramshackle certainties of their own.  Instability breeds anxiety, and the more anxious we are, the more rigid we become in our thinking.  Anxiety decreases flexibility and our ability to learn.  And these anxieties are easy to exploit by leaders with an agenda.

          MaryAnn McKibben Dana in Better Than Normal

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Be afraid

Be very afraid

 

So say the politicians.

Be afraid

Of Communists, Socialists

Be afraid

Of immigrants

People of Color

 

MUSLIMS!!!

Trans people!

 

Ignore the fact that there really aren’t any politicians in America

who are actually Communists

Forget the fact that Muslims make up 1.5% of the American population

They are going to impose Sharia Law (whatever people think that is)

Forget the fact that there are more flat-earthers than there are trans people

 

THEY are going to destroy us

 

Uncertainty has its place.

But the problem is that when we are uncertain

We seek certainty

We embrace it

Cling to it

Depend on it

And we weaponize it

 

We find things we think we can trust

And those things become our center

 

People think they can trust Trump (only God knows why)

And Trump becomes their center

And MAGA becomes a cult of certainty

 

People lean into the law.

Whether that law be the law of the land

Or what they believe to be Sacred law

 

And fall into the idolatry of the law

Making the law, or at least the laws they choose as important

To be the Center, the Absolute

The one thing they can trust

 

We can abuse, dehumanize, and deport immigrants

Because we are simply upholding the law passed by Congress

(How many laws do those same people not uphold?)

 

“The Bible says, LGBTQI+ people are bad”

People say

“Of that I am certain”

And those Bible verses become God to them

Blinding them to a God who is love and forgiveness

 

We have so many gods we trust that are not God

We replace Yahweh with so many pathetic human things

Our military

A political party

MAGA

Guns

 

But there is only one certainty, Yahweh,

that can help us embrace the uncertainty which surrounds us

and which we cannot escape

 

One certainty that

When we do not understand

When we are afraid

When we are confused

When we are bombarded by lies and hate

 

Can help us keep that uncertainty

From making us

Deplorable

 

People who are rigid, hate-filled,

Angry,

Fearful,

And cruel 

 

I am tired of being anxious.

Here on Jesus Christ I will stand

He’s the solid rock of my life

The one Absolute

Who can deliver me

From my anxious self

Sunday, November 1, 2026

The fondness of God

I’ve made a habit of rephrasing the line “God loves you,” and instead of making it about God, I make it about the object of God’s relentless affection – us.  So, throughout “The Shack,” Papa would say, “I am especially fond of her or him.”  There is a world of difference between saying “I love you,” which is about me, and saying “I am especially fond of you,” which is about you.  Both are correct, but the latter somehow pierces the disquiet of our souls and says, “Yes, I know you love me, but do you know me and do you like me?  You love because that is the way you are, but is there anything about  me that is worth loving?”  Do you ‘see’ me, and do you like what you ‘see’?”

          Wm. Paul Young

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We constantly say God is love.

And we believe it,

Kind of,

Mostly.

 

But we struggle to believe that God’s love

Trickles down

To us

 

Personally

I can believe God loves humankind

But I have more trouble believing God loves

This particular human

Stephen

 

There is that nagging doubt.

And that insidious belief that God loves me

If

 

If I am good enough

If I accomplish enough

 

I might believe God loves me for what I can do

Or have done

“Have I been good enough”

 

But I struggle to embrace the reality

that God just, simply, loves me

With all my flaws,

With my history of bad choices

 

If God really knows me

God can’t really love me

Love me abstractly perhaps, because

The Sacred has no choice, right?

But like me?

 

If I met God face to face, would God say,

“I am particularly fond of you?  You are my favorite child?”

(We are ALL ‘God’s favorite child’, just as my children are ALL my favorites)

 

And what does it mean,

If I cannot accept the compassionate, grace-filled embrace of God

 

For me, it makes me insecure.  It makes me feel less.

Empty

Unloved

 

And it causes me

To hide behind certainty and competence

Behind answers that I sow like seeds.

 

It causes me to create a wall that keeps people at a distance

It forces me to prove myself (which makes me appear arrogant, when really I struggle to believe I am really OK)

 

It can be worse.

It can force people to make others less so they can be more.

It can cause people to inflict pain on others to numb their own pain,

It causes people to believe that enough is never enough and become bloated with power and wealth.

 

The more power, the more influence we have

The more damaging it is to fail to believe that God is fond of us.

 

Poor Donald Trump.  And Pete Hegseth.

If we look at their behavior, we must see it as a sign

That they are terrified

That they feel unloved.  And unlovable.

 

So they must force those around them to respect and admire them.

Look at my arch!

Watch me do pull-ups!

 

And they end up walking through life spreading pain and hate

Division and destruction.

 

My friends, God loves you.

More, God is especially fond of you.

And me

And, yeah, Donald Trump

 

We can hate, perhaps despise what people do

We can hate ideologies of hate

But we can’t hate people (OK, we do, but we probably shouldn’t)

 

Because hate will not solve anything.

Hate engenders hate

That is why Jesus on the cross refused, even then,

To hate the people who had put him there.

 

Father, forgive them, they know not what they do.

Honestly, I couldn’t have done that

Or if I could have uttered the words, “Father, forgive them,”

I would have ended with, “because they are idiots, stupid.”

 

Thank you, God

That you were especially fond of Pilate, and those men at the foot of the cross;

And that you are especially fond of those I think are spectacularly dangerous and wrong;

And that you are especially fond of me.