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Elizabeth Browning



Thursday, August 28, 2025

We Just Don't Care

It is not contrary to reason to prefer the destruction of the whole world to the scratching of my finger.

          David Hume

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It is not just the far right who struggle to feel the fear and pain of others.

It is also, in a profound way, all of us.

 

Having worked in Mexico and in other countries with the poor, with refugees and IDPs, it is easier for me to have deep empathy for those who, desperate, fleeing conflict and oppression, have come to our borders for safety, for a future.

 

It is not so easy for me to enter into the fear of that right-wing Christian who feels his/her faith system is being persecuted. Because I am a follower of Jesus, and I don't feel my faith system is being persecuted and oppressed.  I don't, perhaps I can't feel it.

 

One has to have personal contact with real people dealing with real oppression, or suppression, real racism, real poverty, to truly feel WITH them and for them.

 

Otherwise, empathy, or what I like to call the Jesus perspective, is lost.

Jim Rigby tells this story in a recent blog.  

 

"Jimmy Kimmel made a tearful plea for affordable health care by talking about his newborn baby needing heart surgery. Kimmel had been moved by the poor parents he saw at the hospital and wondered what would happen to them if they lost health insurance.

 

At one point, Kimmel basically said that taking care of sick children is something we can all agree upon, regardless of our political stance. In response, Republican Joe Walsh, tweeted, “Sorry Jimmy Kimmel: your sad story doesn't obligate me or anybody else to pay for somebody else's health care.”

 

If you have  never had to watch a sick child suffer because you didn't have access to medical care, you don't "get it"

 

The other day, I was in a conversation where someone commented,  “It is not OK to kill children.  We can all agree on that, right!? That it is not OK to kill children.”  That would seem like a no-brainer.

 

And yet we are killing children.

In Gaza

In America, as we refuse to deal with our gun problem

All across the world as we kill our USAID program and doom millions of people to death.

We are killing children as we reject science and vaccines

We are killing the future of children as we destroy the planet

We harm children as we deny many children of poverty health care and an equal education.

 

The list could go on and on

 

No, we do not all agree that it is not OK to kill children.

When it comes to power and money, children are expendable.

 

Jesus talked about taking care of the “little ones” and said that it was the child-like (not childish as in a certain president) who would inherit the Kingdom of God.

“Do not hinder the children”

But we are.

 

A culture, a movement, that can turn its back on children

Is spiritually, ethically, and morally deficient

 

And knows not Jesus

At least not the Jesus I love and follow

Monday, August 25, 2025

Restoration not Retribution

“If our desire for justice is not rooted primarily in the pursuit of restoration, then reconciliation will be nearly impossible to achieve. It is precisely because grace is undeserved that makes it grace… If our social justice is guided by retribution, we will simply perpetuate the use and abuse of power to inflict violence.

          Jamie Arpin-Ricci

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That face, those eyes

The smirks

The lies

 

Some people are easy to hate

Or at least despise

 

And when we are in that place

We do not wish our antagonist well

 

If there is a hell

We hope there is a spot reserved for them

Way down deep

Where it is really hot

 

We want retribution

 

This day I went for a walk

And watched the sun rise above the trees

and thought about dark things

 

the air was filled with the

shards of fury

as I thought about ICE

and people brutalized,

 

as I thought about the machinations of evil

robbing people of agency

of the power

to flourish

 

How dare they

I hope they pay, dearly

 

There is a certain pleasure to retributive justice

To “owning” the other side

Getting even

 

We even make God that kind of God

Retributive

Angry

 

Who sent Jesus to the cross

To satisfy a need for retribution

 

This hurts me more than it hurts you

Retribution is necessary for restoration

Spare the rod spoil the child

 

But do we really have to punish to restore?

MAGA seems to think so

Support DEI?, We will make you pay!

Welcome LGBTQI+?  No grant for you!

 

Try to welcome the stranger?  We will put up walls

And kick out the infidels

 

Yeah!  USA!

 

But I keep thinking of Jesus on the Cross

Saying

“Father forgive them”

 

I keep thinking of that other man

Hanging there beside him

Today

Today you shall be with me in paradise

Not because you have been punished and “paid your debt”

But because I am choosing to love you heaven

 

Reconciliation

 

Perhaps those who say God’s righteousness must be satisfied

Perhaps it is all about payment and punishment

 

But even if God turns God’s wrath on God’s self

There is still violence there

 

And violence leads to violence

 

Perhaps the cross was God saying

I could enact retribution

But I won’t

This stops here

 

This anger, resentment,

This need to hurt

To get revenge

 

Stops, here, right, now

Because I am about love

Because I am love

 

I am not that loving or kind

I am not that forgiving

I want to be

 

But I have to admit

There are people I hope “get theirs”

And soon!

 

But that will not solve anything

It will just perpetuate the cycle

Of violence

 

And then I (we)

Will be “them”

 

And we will never come together

We will never be able

To solve the real problems

Of hunger, homelessness, illness

 

Instead, we will spend our time and energy

Hurting and destroying

Not helping and healing

 

We will have to keep using and abusing power

For the moment we stop

The moment we dare give the other side an opening

They will use and abuse power on us

And on and on and on the pain goes

 

And that is no way to live

That is how we (all) die

 

Sunday, August 17, 2025

Oneing

Before conversion, we tend to think God is out there. After transformation, God is not out there, and we don’t look at reality. We’re in the middle of it now; we’re a part of it. This whole thing is what I call the mystery of participation. Paul is obsessed with the idea that we’re all participating in something bigger than ourselves. “In Christ” is his code phrase for this new participatory life. In fact, he uses the phrase “in Christ” 164 times to describe this organic unity and participation in Christ. “I live no longer, not I; but Christ lives in me” (Galatians 2:20). “In Christ” is his code phrase for this new participatory life.

 

It’s a completely different experience of life. I’m not writing the story by myself. I’m a character inside of a story that is being written in cooperation with God and the rest of humanity.

          Richard Rohr

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It is shocking really

leaving us breathless

inspired

in Spirited

 

what audacity

to think that the Sacred is not only in us

but that we are in,

participate in the Sacred

 

God in us

Christ in us

Spirit in us

 

That we can understand, a little

But “I am in God”?

 

That changes everything

Because it is no longer just

Jesus and me

 

It is Jesus and I

and every other creature on this planet

 

We are bound together

as brothers and sisters because God is in us

Namaste

The sacred in me greets the sacred in you

The Christ in me greets the Christ in you

 

But if we are all part of the same whole

The same power and reality that is beyond comprehension

 

That bond is even more profound

Because then

Whenever we hurt, neglect, or oppress

Another human creature (at the very least)

 

We do damage not just to them

But to God

And to ourselves

 

Jesus said

Whatever you do to another

Whenever you use your power ON another

To control, or neglect

You do it to me

 

Whenever you use your power FOR another

To help, comfort, and heal

You do it to me

 

But do we understand that when we do damage to another

We do damage to ourselves

Do we get that our “wins” are also “losses”

Unless everyone wins?

 

When an immigrant is brutally grabbed, we are all hurt

When a person demeans and ridicules another, we are all diminished

When we hate another, that hate seeps into our souls?

We create pain for that reality that created and sustains

Everything

 

Yes, Christ is in me

But I am in Christ/God

I am you, and you are me (and we are all together)

We are

And that changes everything

 

Thursday, August 14, 2025

We have a choice

Humans have a propensity to sin; life is full of temptations and our own natures tempt and mislead us.  But we do NOT inherit sinfulness; we are born innocent.  As our lives unfold, we draw closer to God or farther from God through the choices we make… We learn goodness by confronting choices in the world and choosing well; and in the process of learning goodness, we become more like God…Life is not a process of moral repair… it is a process of moral development. 

 

The church provides an account of Christian citizenship which is not defensive, fearful, or self-isolating, but which embraces the messy frustration process of negotiation as bringing Americans closer to God.  It renounces as scriptural the zero-sum…  mentality in which only one side can triumph and everything depends on winning the next election..  It rejects any effort to model politics on warfare, any desire to drink the other side’s tears.  It also rejects the radical version of progressivism which would impose secular law on religious life….     

          Jonathan Rauch, Cross Purposes

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Adam and Eve sat under a tree

And, so the story goes, gained the knowledge of good and evil

Acquired the ability to engage in moral reasoning

 

Is this right, or is this wrong??

Or, in Jesus' terms, is this love, or is it not love?

 

As children of God, we cannot be forced to follow

It must be a willful offering, a decision of

Heart, mind, and soul

 

Instead we get to choose,

And wait, there is more

For us to have moral agency

We not only have choices,

But we are blessed, or is it cursed, with the consequences of our choices.

 

But it is in the freedom, in the choosing

That we “grow up unto Christ”  (Ephesians 4)

This is how we become more than dependent infants

Or worse, an oppressed and controlled people

With a cruel God

 

This is how we become real

This is how we become sacred children

This is how God becomes a parent

Not a tyrant

 

Yes, we can choose poorly

And we can make monumental messes of our lives

Even our country, and the planet

 

Yes, the consequences can be good and bad

That is the risk that makes us offspring

Not slaves

 

Because as we walk along our given path, and make choices, good and bad,

God will walk along side us all

Each of us, individually and collectively

And work in and through our choices,

Even if they are wrong

 

Even as we work our way out of messes of our own making

We are growing and learning,

Growing wiser and stronger

 

But of course freedom is unpredictable and messy

 

So, we try to prevent sin by making it impossible to sin

We try to control others through coercion

And the application of power

 

Thus the church models its relationship to the world as warfare

And supports oppressive control

And coercion

 

Christians believe they need to fight, and win

Or all is lost

 

But all is not lost

God is always present, always working, always nudging and directing

Always seeking to make us precious children

Always creating new beginnings, so that

Sometimes we win by losing, and come alive by dying to many things

 

God is always seeking to move us forward

 

So plan A becomes plan B, becomes plan C

(I think I may be on plan 24Z)

 

But this says something about what kind of government

And what kind of faith system we embrace

 

No, gangster fascism is not OK

Using force, oppressing, creating fear

Seeking to force all into obedience to our will

Into our concept of good, or holy, is not OK

 

Christian nationalism and the Church of fear

Are not of God

 

If they were Adam and Eve would not have been given a choice

The Kings of Israel would have all be good

Jesus would not have chosen the way of servanthood and sacrifice

 

No, we don’t (or at least I don’t) totally understand it

And it is messy and painful

And we stumble and fall

But we fall, we fall into the arms of Grace (as Rohr puts it, we “fall upward”)

 

And something good happens.

 

I wish I had not made many of the choices I have made

(I wish people had not made the choice to vote for MAGA)

 

But I know this.  As a child of God I have choices.

 I am free to make them, even if I choose poorly

I am not free to avoid the consequences

 

I also know that when I choose poorly

My God is with me, working with me

Loving me

Healing me

 

And that is how I learn, and grow

And become more like Christ

 

(OK, I have chosen to write far too long.

I will simply refer you to Hebrews 5:11-14)

 

Blessing on us all

And God help us

 

 

Tuesday, August 12, 2025

I want to rise

Do not human beings have a hard service on earth, and are not their days like the days of a laborer?...  I am allotted months of emptiness, and nights of misery are apportioned to me.  When I lie down I say, “When shall I rise?”  But the night is long, and I am full of tossing until dawn.  

          Job 7:1, 3-4

 

Slogans are fine, actions are better

          Diana Butler Bass

 

I need to be alone. I need to ponder my shame and my despair in seclusion; I need the sunshine and the paving stones of the streets without companions, without conversation, face to face with myself, with only the music of my heart for company.”

          Henry Miller, Tropic of Cancer

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This night is long

And the darkness grows

 

As anger and despair

Smother joy and gratitude

Like the night swallows the day

 

Evil, yes

Evil

Comes relentlessly

Wave after wave of words and actions

That minimize and destroy

Everything

 

The planet

Souls

Truth

Hope

 

All quickly slowly painfully relentlessly

Destroyed by lies

And hate

By injustice clothed as justice

Sin hiding inside righteousness

Weakness pretending to be power

 

It is too much

On this Saturday morning as the sun rises bright

Into an azure sky

As the mountain stands, immovable and resolute

 

I lift my eyes to the mountain

But help does not come

Not today

 

And I wonder

How long, how long O Lord

How much longer will this darkness overcome

The light?

 

How long will hate win?

Lies prevail?

 

I want to rise

To get up from this place

Of deep sadness

I want to stand in the sun

And feel the warmth of justice and joy

 

I know the promises

That the darkness will not overcome

The light

I hear the words of mother Mary echo in my soul

 

The day will come

The day WILL come

 

When the rich and powerful will be cast down

Not a stone left on stone

 

The day will come when

When the poor shall weep no more

And the immigrant can walk the streets in safety

 

But on this day

I am full of doubt

And all I can do

Is put one foot in front of the other

And trod, trod, toil and trod (GMH)

through this world, which unravels each day

the sacred denied

bleared, smeared, diminished

 

I am entangled in my fears and doubts

Burdened by my anger

 

But it is time to cast off

those things that hold me down

Crushed

 

I want to rise

And greet the dawn

 

 

 

Monday, August 11, 2025

When God shows up

It is unanimous where I come from.

Everyone agrees on one thing:

 

It is no fun

When God is not near…

 

The wise one learns what draws God

Near.

 

It is the beauty of compassion

In your heart.

                     Hafiz, via Daniel Ladinsky

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We want God near

More, we want God near Us!

We want God to be OUR God.

 

But we want God on our terms

We want a God we are comfortable with

Who gives us what we want

And think we need

 

God Bless the USA

God smite our enemies.

 

We do not want God to shape and form us

We want to make God over

In our image

 

We do not want a God who uses us

To love the world

We want a God we can use

To control the world

 

So we read the Bible

And we pontificate

God says!  God wants!

And in the name of God

We act. 

 

With arrogance and sometimes

Even cruelty

 

No wonder people do not want God near, not really

Because the God who draws near

Cannot be controlled and used

This God is wind and fire

 

When God shows up, the earth reels and rocks

The heavens thunder (Psalm 18)

 

When God shows up, there is silence

Nothing but a still, small voice (I Kings)

Or there is, breaking through the darkness

The sound of a baby crying

 

No wonder we are confused.

 

Perhaps that is why

Because we are a bit slow to understand

God chose to arrive in human likeness

 

In Jesus, God came

Not with noise, not in power (at least not power as we understand it)

But as a servant

God came with love and forgiveness

With compassion

With (gasp) empathy

 

And said, “This is who I am.

I am Love

And I need you to be love”

 

This is the gift of God.

This is what God leaves in our hearts.

 

Love

 

When the heavens thunder and the earth rocks and rolls

When the seas rise and the hurricanes roar

When tyrants come and go, and come and go again

When we forget who we are (children of God)

And grasp for power and wealth

 

God draws near

God dwells within us

Not as anger and wrath, power and domination

 

But as compassion

And in the quiet of our heart, we hear the voice of Jesus say

 

Love

Love as I have loved

Sunday, August 10, 2025

Fearful Hoarders

Henri Nouwen once told a wonderful story, a modern parable to those gather for the General Assembly of the Presbyterian Church back in 1985.  the story went this way.

 

“Once there were some people who surveyed their resources and said to one another.  “How can we be sure that we will have enough in hard times?  We want to survive whatever happens.  Let us start collecting food, materials and knowledge so that we are safe and secure when a crisis arrives.”  So they started hoarding and hoarding, so much that other people protests and said, “Hey you have much more than you need while we don’t have enough to survive.  Give us part of your wealth.”  But the fearful hoarders said “No, No, No!  We need to keep this in case of emergencies, in case things go bad for us too, in case our lives are threatened.”  But the others said, “We are dying , now!  Please give us some food and materials and knowledge to survive.  We can’t wait, we need it now.”

 

And the fearful hoarders became even more fearful, since they had become afraid that the poor and hungry would attack them.  So they said to one another, “Let us build walls around our wealth so that no stranger can take it away from us.”  And thus they erected walls so high they could not see anymore whether there were enemies outside or not.  But instead of feeling safe and secure behind their armed walls the found themselves trapped in the prison they had built with their own fear.  And gradually they realized that their fear of death had brought them closer to it”

 

At the conclusion Nouwen said these words.  “I wrote this parable to say to you that we are always tempted and tempted again to become fearful hoarders.  I any thing has struck me while talking to people and friends, it is how afraid we are.”

 

Think there is any fear out there in our world right now?

Any temptation to hug power, money, and other resources to ourselves?

 

Yet Sacred demands that we NOT go to that place

That we not listen to leaders who preach fear and a myopic individualism.

 

Paul wrote to a church that had economic inequity.  Some had more than enough

Some did not have enough.

 

He said “Our desire is not that others might be relieved while you are hard pressed, but that there might be equality. At the present time your plenty will supply what they need, so that in turn their plenty will supply what you need. The goal is equality, as it is written: “The one who gathered much did not have too much, and the one who gathered little did not have too little.”

 

Boom.  Mic drop!

 

God is about equity

Not favoritism

Not making it so that some flourish and others languish

God is about equity

 

And here is the thing

We don’t have equity.  Almost nowhere in the world do we have equity.

Certainly not here.

 

Did you know that the U.S. ranks around the 30th percentile in income equity globally?  Meaning that 70% of the countries of the world have a more equal income distribution than we do.

 

Ouch!  And it is getting worse daily.

 

In America the top 20% of the households own more than 84% of the wealth, and. The bottom 90% now holds only 22.8% of the wealth.  The bottom 40% combine for a paltry 0.3% of America’s wealth The Walton family, you know, WalMart, by itself, has more wealth than 42% of American families combined.

 

The evidence piles up. 

CEO pay is 347 times that of average worker

Wall Street banks doled out $24 billion in bonuses to their 177,000 New York-based employees in 2016, which amounts to over one and a half times the combined earnings of all Americans who work full-time at the current federal minimum wage of $7.25 per hour.

 

Income disparities have become so pronounced that America’s top 10 percent now average more than nine times as much income as the bottom 90 percent and Americans in the top 1 percent average over 40 times more income than the bottom 90 percent.

 

Into this mess come the worlds of Paul

The goal is equality, as it is written: “The one who gathered much did not have too much, and the one who gathered little did not have too little.

 

This, is not a economic issue

This is not a political issue

This is a spiritual issue

 

We are to be people who lift other people up

Who have caring and generous souls

Who understand that we need each other

 

And we are to be people who resist those who call us not just to be fearful

But to live out our fear

By abandoning the planet

Deporting the immigrant

Hoarding our resources and letting the world starve and die of disease (think USAID)

 

As the angels, and Jesus, often say:  “Be not afraid”

 

Tuesday, August 5, 2025

The three tenets of faith

Asked to summarize the teachings of Jesus, [James Alison] said they could be boiled down to three tenets. “I think the first one would be to not be afraid… The second one would be, imitate me [i.e., Jesus].  And the third one would be, forgive each other, because that’s how you’ll be forgiven.

                     Jonathan Rauch (Cross Purposes)

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Be not afraid

The words of the angels echo

Be not afraid

 

Yet here we are

afflicted with perpetual paranoia

 

 

Danger! Danger!

political threats

social threats

existential threats

 

Threat is our dominant relationship with the world

with other people,

and we must protect ourselves

we must dominate

we must suppress

 

we have become

the Church of Fear

 

It is pretty difficult to imitate Jesus

when you live in fear

 

When we are afraid, we lean into power

and wealth (which is a form of power)

the world is a battlefield

and we must win

we must win until we are tired of winning

we must rule, erase, eradicate

 

Fear is a lack of trust

in the way of love, compassion, and servanthood

 

We do not trust compassion

or servanthood

we do not trust Jesus

and we do not imitate him

 

Perfect love casts out fear

fear casts out love

empathy is lost

 

We have no neighbors

no brothers and sisters

 

just enemies

unworthy of basic respect

 

Just unequals, inherently less

Whom we subdue, control

diminish, deport

neglect

 

There is no room in our fear

for kindness, welcome

or reconciliation, forgiveness

 

“I am your retribution.”

 

When we abandon trust (in God and Grace)

and kindness fueled by Sacred love

and forgiveness

 

We have abandoned Jesus.

Christ is not simply ignored

He is brutalized, banished, and

Erased

 

Or not

For the truth is, the truth we trust if we dare.

“That God simply keeps reaching down into the dirt of humanity

and resurrecting us from the graves we dig for ourselves

through our violence, our lies, our selfishness,

our arrogance and our addictions.

And God keeps loving us back to life over and over.”  (Nada Bolz-Weber)

 

We may do our worst

But we cannot keep Christ in the grave.

 

Love will win,

eventually