I am a wanderer. I would say that I am a seeker, but sometimes I have no idea what I might be seeking, so I will stick with wanderer. This blog is more a public journal than anything. I don't claim to have life figured out. I simply stumble from mystery to mystery, and share my reflections along the way. Sometimes I feel burdened, and trudge. Sometimes? Well sometimes grace breaks through, and its time to dance.
Sunday, November 13, 2011
The death of hopelessness
I remember reading about a person who got a letter from the
department of social services stating: ‘You food stamps will be stopped
effective April 1 because we received notice that you passed away. May God
bless you. You may reapply if there is a
change in your circumstances.”
A change in circumstances?
When it comes to death we don’t normally think of a “change in circumstances” as an option. In the case
of Lazarus of Bethany in John 11, it was definitely not an option. It was very clear that Lazarus was dead. In the tomb for four days dead.
Stinky, gross, dead.
So dead that even his sisters didn’t want to open the tomb out of the
certainty that would be present in there would be horrible decay. And it was in the face of this kind of
unavoidable, no hope, irreversible death that Jesus went to the tomb and said, “Lazarus come out!!!”
The point being? With
God it is never too late! Which is good
news, important new. For lots of us,
maybe all of us are in situations that seem hopeless, where it seems as if it just might be “too
late”
There is of course death itself. But it isn’t just death…
There are so many situations, mistakes, so many things that
can make us feel this way!
What one thing seems the most overpower, most hopeless to
you?
This story tells us, that if God is in the picture…. It is
never too late. It is never
hopeless. If Jesus can restore a body
that had been in the tomb for four days and has begun to decompose, he can
certainly mend the brokenness and wounds of our lives.
Jesus said to Martha,
“I am the resurrection and the life, whoever believes in me, even if he
dies will live, And everyone who lives and believes in me will never die. Do you believe this?” (John 11:25-26)
Jesus asks the same question of us also, “Do you believe
this? Do you believe that I am the resurrection and the life? Do you believe
that I can mend all the brokenness and wounds of your life? Do you believe that
I not only offer you resurrection in the future but also the fullness of life
now in the present?” Jesus proclaims that he is both the resurrection and the
life. He promises future resurrection but also invites us to share now in the
fullness of his life. The resurrection of Lazarus is not just a promise about a
future resurrection, it is also an invitation from Jesus to enter into the
fullness of his life in the present, right now.
Do you believe that Jesus calls you to enjoy the fullness of
his life now? Do you believe that Jesus is now calling you out of any tomb you
may be in? Do you believe that even now Jesus is saying to you, “Be unbound and
go free. If we believe this it raises a
question…. How do we get out of our
tombs?
There are many pious answers to this: Pray, go to worship, read the Bible, meditate,
be good.
Notice a theme here? Now
it is not that these aren’t useful tools at times, but they are all things WE
have to do. What did Lazarus do? Nothing!
He just heard the call! Lazarus
come forth! He was just willing.
Did he have a choice?
Could he have lain there and said,
“Ok I hear Jesus talking… but I’m dead!
No way I can stand up and walk out of this tomb…Nope, can’t happen, I’m
just going to lay here !
Yep… rot, rot, rot, fester, fester, fester, that is my only
choice!”
Seems ludicrous doesn’t it ?
It is! But it is possible to not
hear the call. In fact hearing God,
seeing God, seems to be something we struggle with. I love Isaiah 43:19. “See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs
up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the desert and streams in the
wasteland. Can you not see it?” Why does God keep asking if we see it? Here this amazing thing is happening, streams
in the wasteland, and he has to ask… “do you see it?” Why?
Because so often we don’t.
So, to use both images, we need ears that hear, and eyes
that see. Why is it so hard? Perhaps in part it is because we really
continue to insist that it has to be about what we do. But I think perhaps the bigger problem is
that God very often doesn’t act the way we expect. In Isaiah, we are told about a new thing!
In John Lazarus is not just raised, he is unbound. He has to be “set free”. That little side story in the story is not an
accident
God wants to do a new thing.
God wants to set us free, unbind us from what binds us! But we don’t really have a very good idea of
what this is going to look like. We
don’t know what God’s transforming power will do, to us, to our situation… That
is scary!! And it may be confusing!
All we can be sure of is that it will be freeing, and it
will be new. But whatever happens, we
can also be sure that we cannot put God in a box.
I was thinking as I wrote this sermon about my brother in
law Dan.
After a visit the other day I was talking to someone who
said about Dan and Sue,
“I just can’t believe God would do that to them… God is just
giving them too much to deal with…”
First I don’t believe God “did this” to them
This is a fallen world.
Life, and sickness, and death, and failure happen….
But I do believe God is at work
A miraculous cure… guess not!
But the miracle is that Dan is still every bit Dan
Joyful, smiling, curious, impish, loving, engaged
He could be bitter, angry, disengaged,
But he is not
God is there
God is always there
Even when it seems too late…
There, not just raise us up,
but to unbind us
To set us free…
To do a new thing…
The voice of God is a voice that calls us from the past and
calls us to the present. It calls us from our old habits and invites us to try
new ones. It calls us from apathy and indifference to caring. It calls us from
despair to hope. It calls us from darkness to light. It calls us from
loneliness to community. It calls us from captivity to freedom.
Our day to day life as “unbound people” as “people raised up”
may not include something as dramatic as the resurrection of Lazarus. But resurrection life is ours, each and every
day
I we only have eyes to see
And ears to hear
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