It is hard to say goodbye to those we love
I remember too well the early deaths of my parents over
30 years ago
And the weird emptiness that was there
When they were gone
My soul was filled with empty warm happy sad feelings
that came like waves in my soul
at strange times
when I caught the smell of freshly baked cookies
or walked through the woods on a warm fall day
and smelled the pungent pines
My parents were good people
Good parents
Good servants
Ah yes, they served
Neither put themself forward
“Hey look at me!”
But both spend their lives serving
Their family, their church, their community
I’ve been thinking of death lately
As I have presided over too many funerals of people close
to me
Aged saints who lived well and died well
I love the fact that Jesus (as Brian McLaren points out)
Talked about life and death using the metaphor of the
harvest
We can see life as the continual toil of the farmer
Who each year plants good seeds and works the fields
So that there will be a harvest
Always there is a harvest
An end
Always an end
Where what has been planted, nurtured, cherished, and
anticipated
Ends
Is cut down
Part of the story is about the nature of the harvest
Is it plentiful or not?
Is it sweet or bitter?
But an even more important part of the story
(or so it seems to me)
Is this
when the harvest happens
and the grain and fruit are gathered
there are seeds that are gathered
that drop to the ground
and become a new beginning
each ending is also simultaneously a beginning
there is always continuity
seeds become new plants
lives that cave in become (potentially) lives restored
hope crushed becomes a new hope born
newness is the key!
In the continuity, there is discontinuity too!
As Paul put it what is perishable, dishonorable, and weak
Becomes amazing, powerful, and eternal
In our lives
And in our death
We are unmade so that we might be remade
This is the hope!
That the old Stephen may die and a new improved Stephen
be born
Each day, each hour, each moment
Even as I walk this earth
This is the hope
That Joan, Rhee, Dale, and all the saints
In a flash, in the twinkling of an eye
Became new
Taking on the imperishable
Sown in weakness
Raised in glory
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