I am a wanderer. I would say that I am a seeker, but sometimes I have no idea what I might be seeking, so I will stick with wanderer. This blog is more a public journal than anything. I don't claim to have life figured out. I simply stumble from mystery to mystery, and share my reflections along the way. Sometimes I feel burdened, and trudge. Sometimes? Well sometimes grace breaks through, and its time to dance.
Thursday, July 26, 2018
Blessed be
Blessed are the agnostics. Blessed are they who doubt, those
who aren't sure, those who can still be surprised. Blessed are those who have
nothing to offer. Blessed are they for whom death is not an abstraction.
Blessed are they who have buried their loved ones for whom tears could fill an
ocean.
Blessed are they who have loved enough to know what loss
feels like. Blessed are they who don't have the luxury of taking things for
granted anymore. Blessed are they who can't fall apart because they have to
keep it together for everyone else. Blessed are those who still aren't over it
yet. Blessed are those who mourn.
Blessed are those who no one else notices, the kids who sit
alone at middle school lunch tables, the laundry guys at the hospital, the sex
workers, and the night shift street sweepers. Blessed are the forgotten.
Blessed are the closeted. Blessed are the unemployed, the unimpressive, the
under-represented.
Blessed of the wrongly accused, the ones who never catch a
break, the ones for whom life is hard for Jesus chose to surround himself with
people like them. Blessed are those without documentation. Blessed are the ones
without lobbyists. Blessed are those who make terrible business decisions for
the sake of people. Blessed are the burned out social workers and the
overworked teachers and the pro-bono case takers.
Blessed are the kindhearted NFL players and the fundraising
trophy wives. And blessed are the kids who step between the bullies and the
weak. Blessed is everyone who has ever forgiven me when I didn't deserve it.
Blessed are the merciful for they totally get it. You are of heaven and Jesus
blesses you.
NADIA
BOLZ-WEBER
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Blessed are they
Blessed are all the little ones
Sinful ones
Faithful ones
Blessed are the sober ones
And the wasted one
The healthy ones
And the ill
Blessed are those who are joyful
And blessed are those who mourn
Sometimes we think we know what a “blessing” looks like
It looks like finding someone to love
Who actually loves us back
It looks like our stocks going up
And our debt going down
It looks like “our” person being elected President
I looks like a big tax refund
Like a sunny day (or a rainy one)
I looks like happy healthy children
But we are always blessed
Even when love fails
And we fall, hard
Even when our debts mount
And depression hollows us out until
We are nothing
We are blessed when the storms come
And anxiety mounts
And perhaps it is the moments that we don’t feel blessed
That we most need to understand
That we are blessed
For being blessed is one thing
One thing
It is Sacred Love
And it is our having even the smallest, tiniest
Mustard seed sized
awareness of that love
it is that touch of warmth and peace
somewhere down in our deepest place
when all seems cold and chaotic
So holy ones
And holy terrors
So saints and all sinners (thank you Nadia)
So people wreathed with smiles
And people whose eyes are filled with tear
So people who know peace
And those who do not….
“Rejoice, and be glad!
Blessed are you, holy are you!
Rejoice and be glad!
Yours is the kingdom of God!” (Haas)
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