I want to be a fundamentalist
Oh, don’t get me wrong
I don’t want to be a doctrinal fundamentalist
I don’t to be someone who cannot look beyond the words on
paper fundamentalist.
I want to be a lifestyle fundamentalist
A person who imitates Jesus
It is not an original idea.
Francis of Assisi, Thomas a‘ Kempis
Had it long before me
I should have figured it out long ago
When Jesus said “Come and follow me”
He really meant it
When he said “I am the way”
He really meant it.
Be like me
This is the way to live.
But it is so hard
I mean all that stuff about
Selling all I have and giving it to the poor
(shouldn’t they work harder?)
Welcoming the stranger
(aren’t they dangerous, and coming to steal what is mine?)
Praying for those who persecute me
(they aren’t praying for me, at least not praying good
things for me)
All that stuff about
Turning the other check
(I need that gun to protect myself)
Feeding the hungry, clothing the naked
(there just isn’t enough to go around, right?)
I have my excuses
Why following is dangerous, foolish, ineffective
I mean sure Jesus said all that
But that seems too weak and naïve for a world like this!!
But Sacred Love is not interested in my excuses
Yes, the cross is an ending for a fool
Yes, this way is dangerous
And costly
And illogical, going against everything my culture has
taught me
About success, winning, safety, and privilege
But fundamentally
It is the way
And if I ignore it
If we all ignore it
Well, we see how that works.
As suffering immigrants are demonized and deported
And the poor are neglected
And children are shot at school
And the rich just get richer
And candidates appeal to us using hate
So fundamentally Jesus
I want to be yours
And I want to follow you
And walk your way
And I will suck at it!
And I will stumble, maybe even fall.
But I pray, Jesus, that I can persist
And be your person,
fundamentally