Wednesday, October 17, 2018
By love, God can be embraced and held, but not by thinking.
It doesn’t matter how much profound wisdom we possess about created spiritual beings; our understanding cannot help us gain knowledge about any uncreated spiritual being, who is God alone. But the failure of our understanding can help us. When we reach the end of what we know, that’s where we find God. That’s why St. Dionysius [5th/6th century] said that the best, most divine knowledge of God is that which is known by not-knowing.
Bless our little concrete minds
we are soooo uncomfortable with the unknown
with that which we cannot totally define
cannot totally explain
but how do our finite minds understand the infinite
how do we explain a feeling?
or the irrepressible surge of the Sacred
in our souls?
it scares us
And so we try to contain it!
anyone have box?
and some tape?
So we create ideology, philosophy
and worse yet, theology
but all we manage to do is
make God small
we squeeze the Sacred into our mold
we create God, as some have said, into our own image
and all of a sudden God is about rules, and dogma
and religion replaces relationship
and certitude replaces mystery
and faith becomes striving
and inclusion becomes inclusion
and acceptance becomes judgment
We take Jesus
Word become Flesh
The one who points us toward the mystery
And we try to tame him
Jesus was wild and weird
and said things we do not understand
and walked a path we cannot truly fathom or follow
but we want to distill him
to capture him, own him
we might as well try and catch the wind (or the Spirit)
The Sacred is indeed difficult to embrace and hold
sometimes we simply have to accept
that we don’t know
we don’t understand
that for all our striving to understand,
we may be wrong
and in that moment of uncertainty
we are forced to let go of all certainty
and let God be Love