In a mesmerizing interview between Dan Rather and Carlos
Santana, Santana, who was molested as a child, was asked by Rather
"if" and "how" he had recovered from the trauma. Santana
responded that he had indeed fully recovered because within his heart he had
cast his abuser into the light of God. He said that if he had instead yielded
to the temptation to cast his abuser into hell, then he himself would have
joined him. “There is no future without forgiveness.” “I am not what happened to me”
On-air segment of The Big Interview with Santana, January
20, 2015
https://danratherjournalist.org/interviewer/cultural-figures/carlos-santana/video-santana-interview
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you know it has been a tough year when
as a person who believes love wins
you find yourself wishing bad things
might be justly visited upon certain souls
Not proud of that
But there are voices rattling around in my soul
Saying that some people really deserve some of the hell
they are creating
And there are voices in my soul saying that our country,
our world
has been made into a kind of hell
and yet
and yet
and yet
Ah John, the beloved
Mystic
Man of passion
Child of the Spirit
“The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has
not overcome it”
The light shines
Jesus lives
and the light cannot be defeated
and Jesus over comes death
(and a lot of other things)
this world is not what we have done to it
just as an abused child is not defined by what has been
done to it
but is still and always a Sacred Child
so this world is not defined by what we have done to it
but is always, only the first incarnation
God’s expression of the Divine Self
the light shines
there is darkness
but the light always returns
ah yes
we can choose to cower in the darkness
we can sit in the gloom and believe that is all that
there is
but the light is never overcome
it is there
in the world
in our souls
and we are called to choose light
to choose to walk into the light
Ah John, probably not the first John
but still, a student
reminds us
“God is light; in him there is no darkness at all.
If we claim to have fellowship with him and yet walk in
the darkness,
we lie and do not live out the truth.
But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light,
we have fellowship with one another… “
We cannot live in the realm of hate and darkness
call it “hell” if you will
we cannot wish others ill
we cannot cry to God
to treat “them” as they deserve
for that would be to ask that we be treated as we deserve
we cannot ask for others to be dragged into the darkness
without be dragged into the darkness ourselves
I am angry right now
Angry over the hypocrisy
The lies
The neglect that has killed hundreds of throusands
The racism
The hate
The violence
I am angry at the President
I am angry at a hypocritical group of Senators
Who have set aside ethics, morality, even justice, for
power
In my rage I wish them ill
and yet even as I do so
I know, I know, I know
That there is not future without forgiveness
To cast them into the darkness means I will be in the
darkness myself
To cast them into the fire, means I will be in the fire
myself
for we are connected
we Sacred children
and we must find our way to the light
we must believe in the light
we must walk in the light
there is no other way
so this day, even as I rage
even as the desire for retribution nibbles at my soul
I pray that Spirit might help me cast
those who so deserve darkness
into the light of God’s love
and that having cast them there
that I might follow
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