I am a wanderer. I would say that I am a seeker, but sometimes I have no idea what I might be seeking, so I will stick with wanderer. This blog is more a public journal than anything. I don't claim to have life figured out. I simply stumble from mystery to mystery, and share my reflections along the way. Sometimes I feel burdened, and trudge. Sometimes? Well sometimes grace breaks through, and its time to dance.
Thursday, April 4, 2019
In this place
Did you know the
word “Conspire” means to breathe together?
Take a breath, now blow it out again.
There! You have just launched a conspiracy. You can hear the word “spirit” in there too –
to conspire – to be filled with the same spirit, to be enlivened by the same
wind….
What happens
between us when we come together to worship God is that the Holy Spirit swoops
in and out among us, knitting us together through the songs we sing, the
prayers we pray, the breaths we breathe.
Barbara
Brown Taylor, Home by Another Way
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Tomorrow I will
gather together with the saints and sinners who make up
Lostine
Presbyterian Church
We aren’t sure
who the saints are, nor the sinners
We just know we
are there
Together
It is a motely
crew that gathers in this small church
In the middle of
nowhere,
the center of the
universe (the motto of a local brewery)
sometimes only a
dozen people may show
at other times, a
goodly crowd
retired folk
hard working
farmers
young people,
trying to scratch out a living
in place with
more beauty than jobs
children whose
energy fills the room
and who find
hiding behind the pulpit
is great fun
some are
conservative
some are liberal
some are born
Presbyterians
(fourth
generation members of the church)
others have
straggled in from Methodist, Episcopalian, and Baptist Churches
and everywhere in
between
we have people
who know what they believe
and people who
wonder if they believe
we sing, a lot
we praise God in
spoken liturgy
and we approach
God in moments of silence
we talk and we
listen
and we pray, a
lot
we pray for
ourselves
we pray for those
we love
we pray for those
whose friends and families have asked us to pray for them
for literal
strangers, whose needs have somehow found their way into this space
and we breathe
for the air is
permeated with Sacred
we breathe in,
and we breathe out
and the Spirit
moves
between us
“the Holy Spirit
swoops in and out among us,
knitting us
together through the songs we sing,
the prayers we
pray, the breaths we breathe.”
It is indeed a
conspiracy
A conspiracy of
love
That comforts the
afflicted
And afflicts the comfortable
That soothes the
tired soul of the farm widow in her 90’s
And lifts the
soul of the single mom
And enlivens the
very young (as if they need to be enlivened)
And in this place
All means all
And love is
simply love, no strings attached
In this place
As our sign says,
we do grace
We do real
We do mistakes
We do “I am sorry”
We do laughter
We do family
We do hugs
We do love
Tomorrow I will
gather with saints and sinners
“to be filled
with the same spirit,
to be enlivened
by the same wind”
and as that wind
blows,
I will become
connected to all others in that place
through God.
And I will become
connected to God through those people
and I will never
be the same.
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