I am a wanderer. I would say that I am a seeker, but sometimes I have no idea what I might be seeking, so I will stick with wanderer. This blog is more a public journal than anything. I don't claim to have life figured out. I simply stumble from mystery to mystery, and share my reflections along the way. Sometimes I feel burdened, and trudge. Sometimes? Well sometimes grace breaks through, and its time to dance.
Thursday, April 11, 2019
the path of descent
All great spirituality is about letting go. Jesus’ life,
death, and resurrection show us how to win by losing. In fact, this “Path of
Descent” could be called the metanarrative of the Bible. It is so obvious,
consistent, and constant that it’s hidden in plain sight. Christianity has
overlooked this overwhelmingly obvious message by focusing on other things. Why
did that happen? How is it that we were capable of missing what appears to be
the major point? I think it has to do with the Spirit patiently working in time
and growing us historically. I think it has to do with human maturity and
readiness. And I think it has a lot to do with the ego and its tactics of
resistance.
Author Philip Simmons (1957–2002) shared what it took to
awaken him to this wisdom:
We’re stubborn
creatures, and it takes a shock to make us see our lives afresh. In my case the
shock was the news, when I was just thirty-five years old, that I had the fatal
condition known as ALS, or Lou Gehrig’s disease, and would probably be dead within
a few years. . . . At some point we all confront the fact that each of us, each
individual soul is, as the poet William Butler Yeats says, “fastened to a dying
animal.” [1] We’re all engaged in the business of dying, whether consciously or
not, slowly or not. For me, knowing that my days are numbered has meant the
chance to ask with new urgency the sorts of questions most of us avoid:
everything from “What’s my life’s true purpose?” to “Should I reorganize my
closets?” What I’ve learned from asking them is that a fuller consciousness of
my own mortality has been my best guide to being more fully alive. . . .
Richard Rohr
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most of the time, we have things backwards
inflicted it would appear
with chronic cases
of cranial-anal inversion
sometimes in our more egotistical moments
we suggest that Jesus, when he came, turned the world
upside down
when in reality he turned the world right side up
it is not that his way of descending and emptying
and his teachings about
sacrifice and service were radical an new
it is that they were simply God reminding us of how we
were intended to be
revealing the original design for Sacred children
If God is love
and we are created in God’s image
that would mean that we were designed to love
designed to feel empathy
designed to have compassion, offer forgiveness, and act
kindly
and the problem is that we can’t do any of that very well
if we are focused too intently on ourselves
on our need for power
our desire for wealth
our need to win, and dominate
if we are, to use the old language from the scriptures
focused on the “things of the flesh”
it is not the things of the flesh are unimportant
the Sacred is woven into all thing corporeal
the mountains, the trees, and yes
our bodies
we need to eat, and to take care of ourselves
we need clothes and housing
any quick glimpse at the words of Jesus reveals
that he did not discount the reality of the body
and its needs
but it is how we use that body, that mind,
as we move through life that is important
and Jesus suggests that we use our resources
including our body
the way he used his
not just to protect and promote the self
but to serve others
there is this thread in Jesus teachings
hinted at in the Old Testament,
but clarified by Jesus,
that insists we are to be people for others
not abandoning our self
but seeing our self in the context of others
seeing ourselves as bound together by sacred bonds
by the breath of God itself
to one another, to all others
and thus what happens to one happens to all
when one is lifted up, all are lifted up
when one is crushed, we are all crushed
when one children is thrown into a pen
we all suffer
when one person can’t get healthcare, we are all wounded
when one person is lifted out of poverty or addiction
we all rise
but we cannot find this radical unity
this way of healing and reconciliation
if we are not willing to watch the path of descent
we can see the “Path of Ascent” in full force
playing out each day
we can see the damage it causes
a ruined planet
damaged children
people mired in poverty
we can see it in the anger and the hate
we can see it in the addiction and in the suicides (which
abound)
we are called to walk the path of descent
as best we can
and this means we must let go
of ego, of power, of the need to have more than we need
(most of us are guilty of holding on to these things, I
know I am)
and even at some level, we must let go of our fear of
mortality
for losing our life is the ultimate sacrifice
the ultimate loss
the ultimate letting go
we are indeed “fastened to a dying animal”
it is not that we seek death or even “misery”
there is nothing more irritating than a spiritual person
who sees it as their
call to be afflicted
but if we are mired in a fear of death and loss
we find it hard to give
we find it hard to not to be aggressive and violent
and greedy
and find it difficult to have empathy
it is simply that we need to see our walk through life
not as a path of ascent, where we climb to the heights
to a place, perhaps where we can touch heaven (Tower of
Babel)
but as a path of descent, where we enter into the
struggle and pain, the joy and love
that is inherent with our messy life on this planet
and in that place
where we join all others
do the work of love
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