I am a wanderer. I would say that I am a seeker, but sometimes I have no idea what I might be seeking, so I will stick with wanderer. This blog is more a public journal than anything. I don't claim to have life figured out. I simply stumble from mystery to mystery, and share my reflections along the way. Sometimes I feel burdened, and trudge. Sometimes? Well sometimes grace breaks through, and its time to dance.
Thursday, March 31, 2016
An Awake Heart
“An Awake Heart is like a sky that pours light.”
— Hafiz
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It is easy
at times
to go shallow
to live skin deep
focusing on things that are not you
to cede power to circumstance
to outer powers
to other people
“My pain (shoulder) is why I feel the way I feel”
“My life is a mess because of what ‘they’ have done”
“if only my favorite politician wins, then life will be
transformed”
“I am valuable (or not) because of how I look”
“I am my accomplishments”
but it is when our heart is awakened
it is when we are at the center
and our heart “burns within us”
it is when our soul, awake, leaps for joy
at the present of the Sacred
that our true self bursts open
and
life happens!
the challenge is always to go deep
to that place
where we are
who we are
that Sacred Child
Wednesday, March 30, 2016
little boats of prayer
It is consoling to remember that there are old and feeble
nuns in forgotten convents who live out their days by creating little boats of
prayer to ferry nourishment to a hungry world.
John
O’Donohue, Eternal Echoes, p.212
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prayer is not
manipulation
or coercing God
It is not dishonest
(Ok sometimes it is, but God can sort that – and us - out)
It always comes from the soul
(at least I think it must)
It can be joyful or sad
Angry or thankful
It can anything that we think or feel
anything, can be sent toward the Sacred
It can be how we act
For all of life can become a prayer
Mostly it is connection
Through prayer the God in us
connects with the God who is in every place
every object
every person
every moment
our prayers are the way
we feel God
it is the way God feels what we feel
it is how we receive and send
compassion and love
nourishment
forgiveness
hope
it is God sharing
Sacred presence with us
And us
Sharing that same presence with others
We do not have to have the right words
There is no approved formula
There are no “professional” prayers
In this world
Just people willing to join with the Sacred,
and then share the Sacred
through thought, attitude, action deed
It is in the sharing
It is in the sending of those little boats of love
It is in through the sharing itself
That comes the knowing
The loving
The healing the
Hoping
Here’s to those nuns!
And to all
Who faithfully pray!
Tuesday, March 29, 2016
Emotional Housecleaning
Leave your front door
and your back door open.
Allow your thoughts
to come and go.
Just don't serve them tea....
Shunryu
Suzuki
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You would be amazed
at how many high school boys you
could stuff into a VW Beetle (back in the 1960’s)
you might also be amazed
at how many random thoughts
you can stuff into a human brain!
all those worries!
about things done and not done
all those angry thoughts,
and fearful thoughts
all those “lists”
all those regrets
it’s a wonder we can pick our heads up off our pillows
our heads are so full
when it comes to thoughts
we are nothing less than horders
it is not that thoughts are bad
but when we can with us so much junk from the past
and carry so much stuff about the future?
well lets just say I (personally) often must find my way
along narrow paths among the piled up garbage
I invited my thoughts to tea
they stayed for dinner
an are now sleeping on my couch!
how about you?
A little unnecessary company?
Time to let go of a lot of old garbage
Half eaten regrets
And piled up guilt
time to get rid of all those planning calendars
over which we worry and fuss
time to be in this day
in this moment
with the person right in front of us!
with room in our emotional and mental house
to dance to the music (of Sacred)
I hear some where it is now officially spring!
Spring cleaning anyone!?
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