I am a wanderer. I would say that I am a seeker, but sometimes I have no idea what I might be seeking, so I will stick with wanderer. This blog is more a public journal than anything. I don't claim to have life figured out. I simply stumble from mystery to mystery, and share my reflections along the way. Sometimes I feel burdened, and trudge. Sometimes? Well sometimes grace breaks through, and its time to dance.
Saturday, November 9, 2013
Here come da' Judge
“Whenever we can manage to love without
expectations,
calculations,
negotiations,
we are indeed in heaven.”
― Rumi
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And when are loved without
expectations
calculations
negotiations
we are indeed in heaven
we call it grace
we call it
agape
The word for the day
Is justification
Its an odd little concept
It suggests that we are OK with God
not because of what we have done
but because of what the Sacred has done
this is indeed grace
kind of
but this concept makes it very clear
that this is a “get of jail” (or is that hell) free card
it implies we are still totally messed up
and totally not deserving of love
and totally NOT righteous
(which of course is basically true)
but that God
because he has satisfied his “justice” on an innocent one
and because we have done or believed or accepted the
right things
is willing to overlook “all that”
I struggle with that
to me it makes God
kind of like a crooked judge
who gives a pass to all his or her cronies
while throwing the book at all the rest
I believe that I am not a perfect child of God
And I believe in grace
But
I do not see the Sacred as essentially
a harsh judge
who grudgingly
accepts us
only because his/her anger
about us not being exactly loveable
was somehow satisfied
by being taken out on another (who didn’t deserve it)
(Rohr suggests we really do misunderstand the significance
of the cross)
What I do believe is that the sacred looks at me with
eyes of love
And I believe that God is essentially
like a loving mother and father
who looks at her or her child
and sees them with the eyes of love
sees them as precious and wonderful
and is that child’s greatest fan
because that
is the way
God
Is
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My apologies to all my theologically oriented friends
who may well find
my questioning of some deeply believed
traditional
theology troubling. But the image of God
we
put forth, if we
really think about it, is often inconsistent with
the living
presence of God we saw in Christ. And
thus these
ponderings. I think God can deal with my questions,
because I
believe faith is
about knowing God, not knowing about God,
an not, very much
at all, about doctrine. At least I hope
that is true.
I would direct you all to challenging meditation by
Richard Rohr that was posted
This morning.
Blessings
Stephen
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