TGIF

Ah

Friday

and for a brief moment

I ponder the week past

I think O Lord 

of

things accomplished

things not accomplished

people helped

people failed

things that went well

and things

well lets just say

it could have gone better

as I sit here and ruminate

I catch myself saying

"Thank God It's Friday"

and yet, God

I am not very thankful

I am disturbed and unsettled

and then I realize

that once again I have forgetten You

As I sit here

anxious and judging

I have forgotten that You

have forgiven, and are working to heal my past

that you are in my present

and that you are in my future

Thank God Its Friday

But thank God that every day

is really

truly

an ending

and a new beginning

each day

more

each moment

I start over

with You

and so each moment

is a moment 

of

hope