I am a wanderer. I would say that I am a seeker, but sometimes I have no idea what I might be seeking, so I will stick with wanderer. This blog is more a public journal than anything. I don't claim to have life figured out. I simply stumble from mystery to mystery, and share my reflections along the way. Sometimes I feel burdened, and trudge. Sometimes? Well sometimes grace breaks through, and its time to dance.
Sunday, May 31, 2020
the weakness of fear
Force does not work the way its advocates seem to think it
does. It does not, for example, reveal to the victim the strength of his
adversary. On the contrary, it reveals the weakness, even the panic of his
adversary.
James
Baldwin
The so-called paradox of freedom is the argument that
freedom in the sense of absence of any constraining control must lead to very
great restraint, since it makes the bully free to enslave the meek.
Karl
Popper
The forces of progress clash with those of reaction. The
religion of blood and war is face to face with that of peace.”
Winston
Churchill
Authority without wisdom is like a heavy axe without an
edge, fitter to bruise than polish
Anne
Bradstreet
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this morning my walking
turned to pacing
my pondering turned
into internal ranting
I am tired of the emotional terrorism
of the Nazi flags
of signs bearing the ghost of Auschwitz
Arbeit Mach Frei my ass
of the guns
this soul is wounded by those who
reflecting their own internal weakness
must carry their weapons of intimidation
this heart is driven, bleeding
down the gravel roads
which wind amidst the trees
and towering mountains
I carry all the miseries of human kind
the stark fear of those who know
their frailty cannot resist this virus
the distress of those
who watch their businesses, they dreams, crumpling
I barely know this restless pacing person
for this kind of passion is rare, and
clashes with my carefully cultivated calmness
and yet
the selfishness cuts like a sword through my ease
bringing dis-ease
I cannot simply ignore
I see the shouting faces and I want to shout back
I want those weak souls hiding behind their guns and
flags
To just leave
Parts of me want to understand
But parts of me want to not just resist, but rout
Those who wear essential selfishness like armor
My angry heart threatens to overwhelm
My kinder heart
There is no resolution
no safety for the aged and ill
no meaningful resistance to this selfishness
and yet I know
this is not a time to quit
For I can still feel the trembling of the vulnerable
bullied by these who have no compassion
Or understanding
And I want to comfort them, and protect them
And I know
deep in my heart
that my feet must take me down the path
of compassion and empathy
toward acts of kindness
and generosity
to words that comfort rather than harm
I must move to overcome
the weakness of fear
even when that weakness looks like intimidation
with the strength of love
(this will not be easy)
do not overcome evil with evil
we are told
but overcome evil with good
in this time
there is indeed, no other way
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